My name is Isabel, and I’m 38 years old, the age many call “the second youth.”
Ten years ago, my husband, Alejandro, was in a car accident that left him paralyzed on one side of his body.
From being a strong man, the pillar of our family, he became a silent shadow in his wheelchair, spending his days staring out the window with a blank stare.
I love him, I truly do, but ten years of caring for a husband who can’t respond to me physically or emotionally wore me down.
It wasn’t just a physical issue, but also a spiritual one.
The desires and longings of a woman at this stage of her life burned inside me like a flame that never goes out.
My house is in a small alley, and right across the street lives Martín, a bricklayer in his early 30s, strong, with an angular face and an ever-present smile.
Every time I saw him walk by carrying sacks of cement, my heart beat faster.
I knew I shouldn’t, but the feeling of emptiness and lack of affection was stronger than my reason.
One day, when Martín came to repair the fence of my house, amidst chatter and glances, the inevitable happened.
I hid it from Alejandro, even from my conscience, and I began seeing Martín secretly.
Within a month, I felt like I was living again, as if I were rediscovering myself after years of being buried in routine.
But one day, something I never imagined happened.
That morning, I was cooking when I heard Alejandro calling me from the bedroom.
His voice was weak, but it held an unusual determination.
I went quickly and found him sitting in his wheelchair, holding a small notebook, filled with crooked but clear writing.
“Isabel, I know everything,” he said, staring at me.
I felt my heart stop.
I thought he was referring to my relationship with Martín, and I braced myself for his anger, or at least his disappointment.
But that wasn’t the case. Alejandro handed me the notebook.
“I haven’t been able to do much for you these past ten years. I know you’ve suffered, that you’ve sacrificed a lot. I don’t blame you, even though I know what happened between you and Martín,” he said in a calm voice.
I was speechless, tears about to fall. Alejandro continued:
“I wrote a book. Here is our story, from the moment we met until now. I wrote it with my left hand, night after night, while you slept. I sent it to a publisher, and they agreed to publish it. The royalties will go to you. If you want to leave, I won’t stop you. But if you decide to stay, I will continue to love you like the first day.”
I hugged the notebook and turned its pages.
In each trembling line was our story, the love I thought no longer existed.
I realized he had always been there, watching me, understanding me, choosing to remain silent to protect me.
I cried, not out of shame, but because I realized I had underestimated his love… and mine.
That same afternoon, I ended my relationship with Martín.
He didn’t say anything; he just nodded silently.
I think he understood that our relationship had been an impulse, not true love.
I returned to Alejandro, without any big promises, just holding his hand. The book was published and sold enough to help us with expenses and pay for additional treatments for him.
But the most important thing is that it saved me, led me out of my mistake, and gave me back a sense of true love.
Life isn’t always easy, but I’ve learned that sometimes the most unexpected things are the light that guides you through the darkest days.
